One day all this overthinking and anxiety will be over. I don’t know where I would be without my Pops. Even though he is going through a lot himself, he still finds time to listen to me vent about my problems. This world is a terrible place to live in if you don’t have the right guidance. I am so lucky to have found a mentor that loves the Lord. Sometimes I just feel like breaking down and crawling into a little while until Jesus comes back. I often wonder when will he pain end or subside. Life has delt me terrible cards (well at least terrible mental cards) but I’ve learned to deal with them…I’ve learned to deal with me as I am.