Lord, my heart is weary and impatient. My mind is raging with thoughts as my heart beats rapidly against my chest. It shatters. Lord what is the purpose of this pain? Is it just me over thinking? I need help overcoming this pain Lord, can I rest with You? Can I just gaze at You for just a moment? I lose my appetite every single time I think of the situation. Where can I hide Lord? Where can I escape from these haunting thoughts? Lord rescue me before I spiral down into the abyss.